A spot.
In front of my left eye.
I remove my sunglasses, clean them, and put them back on.
The spot is still there.
I change to my regular glasses.
The spot is still there.
I remove them, clean them, and put them back on. I’m not sure why since that didn’t work with my sunglasses but I do it anyway.
The spot is still there. It looks like a piece of dust on my eyelashes.
I take off my glasses, brush my hand over my eyelashes, and put my glasses back on.
The spot is still there.
I decide to do nothing more to see if it goes away.
It doesn’t. Instead the inside of my eyelid gets irritated.
Which scares me. What if I’ve torn the lens of my eye and it is sticking to the eyelid?
So, I call my insurance company’s nurse line and she talks me through a list of symptoms. A decision tree. You know “Do you have this symptom?” If yes, go to answer 1a. If not go to question 2. After a bunch of “no” answers she comes to the final instruction. “See your ophthalmologist today or tomorrow.” Argh!
So off to the insurance company’s website to see who is near us who takes our insurance. Where are we? White Sands National Monument. The closest town is Alamogordo, New Mexico. The website says five approved ophthalmologists there, four of which have the same address and phone number.
I call the number. They can see me four days from now. I reply that I won’t be here four days from now, could they, please, try to see me sooner. She says I can come in at 8 am tomorrow and they’ll try to work me in.
So I get up at 6:30 the next morning. Yup. Me. At 6:30 am. And we get to the clinic 10 minutes before it opens. I am the second person to sign in. And the second person they see even though there are others there who actually have appointments.
The doctor says, “Yes, I see the spot.” I reply, “Oh, good.” He says, “No, you are not crazy.”
It seems us old people all get these spots. It’s a type of floater called a cloud. It’s not really floating, though. It’s a shadow cast by a spot in the back of my eye where the vitreous gel inside my eye is pulling away from the back wall of my eye causing a posterior vitreous detachment. Now you know.
This one is not something to worry about.
The next one, however, could be so if I get any more or see any flashes of light I need to be seen again. Somewhere. Wherever we happen to be then.
Thanks, Doc. And thanks Blue Cross for paying for my reassurance.
TTYL,
Linda
By the way, the irritation inside my eyelid is from spending too much time in the desert without using eye drops. They give me a sample and a list of drops they recommend. I guess, it makes sense that my eyes should be getting as dry as my skin is. So now I have moisturizer for my eyes. Who knew?