WARNING: This post will includes lots of mucus so if you are squeamish do not read this one.
I’m one of those women who always has at least two hankies in my pockets. That’s because I have what my ENT called chronic vasal motor rhinitis. That means my nose runs. A lot. Think streams of clear mucus coming from my nose with regularity. Every time I eat something hot or cold. Every time I go into or out of a building where the temperature changes. Every time someone wearing too much scent passes by. And sometimes, it seems like, just because it feels like running. So I carry hankies to keep my nose from dripping.
Walk around my house and you will see many boxes of tissues. Because I can only keep so many hankies on hand. I wear them out. Not many people wear out hankies but I do.
And that’s only one part of my issue with my nose. Another one is morning congestion. When I get up my nose starts to run. But only what I call the front sinuses do that. Behind those are what I call the back sinuses. The back sinuses are not connected directly to my nose. Nope. They are connected to my throat. Those are the one that create post-nasal drip. Except, in the morning mine don’t drip. They stay stuffed up. I cannot blow them clear because they don’t connect to my nose. So I snort. Fortunately, I am able to do this in the privacy of my bathroom. Snorting brings the thicker mucous from my back sinuses into my mouth. If I swallow that mucus it overly lubricates my digestive system. So I prefer to expel it from my mouth into a tissue. Or, rather, several tissues. Between my front and back sinuses I go through about a dozen tissues every morning. It’s not lovely but it is a fact of my life.
I hate that I have this runny nose in public. I would go someplace private to blow my nose if I could. But when it decides to run it does it very well which leaves me no time to hide.
So, if I am somewhere you are and I have to blow my nose, please understand that I am not trying to gross you out–just the opposite. And if you hear someone snorting, know that the person is likely doing the best they can to deal with allergies. Yes, it is gross. Yes we would like to not have to do it. Especially in public. But, please, try to think of it as a handicap and forgive us.
TTYL,
Linda